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from Deepwish by Menkare & Kamiya

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lyrics

Take a look at the world
Straight in the face
Look at youth and it’s hurting me deep
Look at adults, they’re seeking attention
Talking like kids in the back of the bus
Cultivating a change cuz' God is here or near
I wish it was safer to sleep
But it’s safer to see that the Devil's in front of me
Run for my life but I’m froze with a gun to me
Open my eyes in the nick of the time
I hate my nightmares I’m too weak
Run from the dogs on the leash
Or paws of the beast
Cuz' either was y’all fall thru the crease
Live this life
You gotta live it up
Takes two strikes just to give a fuck
It’s a strikeout when the lights out
Humble times created open homes
And I’m real young and I’m scared to die
Terrified with a tearing past
In my parent's life, they done seen it all
That depression hit me, couldn’t see it all

It’s the darkness
It's falling on me
No, no, darkness
It's falling on me
I couldn’t see it all

There’s scars on my heart from the shit that I seen
We started this shit back in 2013
By the time, back to the block and the gunplay
Didn’t see him much, only church on Sunday
Praying everyday, show my heart through these videos
Counting my blessings til' God told me gimme those
I just got off my ass now I’m back and I’m better
Dott in the jail, hope he reading my letters
My n*gga all of my life is a pain
Homeless as shit even slept in the rain
Do you know what’s it like to be stressed and ashamed
Cope with reality smoking another strain
This ain’t the life that I wanted for me
Gamble with music and flex on a beat
This ain’t the life that I wanted for me

Cuz’ all my life is, I don’t know
Big decisions, I don’t know
Different bitches, I don’t know
All suspicious, I don’t know
I lost my friends cuz’ I don’t know
They don’t show up cuz’ I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
Yeah, cuz' this ain’t the life that I wanted for me

All my life is, I don’t know
Big decisions, I don’t know
Lost my friends cuz’ I don’t know
They don’t show up cuz’ I don’t know
I know

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from Deepwish, released July 28, 2019
Written By: Menkare Fleming
Produced By: Jean Cochard

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