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Deepwish

by Menkare & Kamiya

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1.
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah There’s too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea There’s too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea Cuz’ I was so lost and then you appeared Yeah, saved me from all of my fears Yeah, time running out, tick-tock Showed you the loved but I did not Know that I needed you So I mistreated you Told you my dreams with the bullshit misleading you My lies keep on bleeding through Now there’s sparks in the air like it’s Pikachu Too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea There’s too many fish in the sea There’s too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea You said you would remember me Fell in love so heavily Wanted what was meant to be You fucked me up so mentally There’s too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea I can’t trust a soul I can’t trust a soul yeah How many miles away How many miles away I gotta get a break I gotta take my chance For those who think I’m late You don’t know what I’ve made How many hours I’ve wait I gotta catch a plane How many miles above I’m slowing down on the drugs I gotta wish for more Why am I taking so long Why am I taking so long I was so lost, then you appeared Send me the love Save me from fears Time running out, ticking the clock Don't wait for me to drop There’s too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea Too many fish in the sea Yeah, yeah, I just hope you remember me Please don’t forget me Cuz' I was so lost and then you appeared Yeah, saved me from all of my fears But, time running out, tick-tock Showed me the loved but I did not Know that I needed you So I mistreated you Showed you the ways and the bullshit misleading Go, go
2.
Didn’t know shit, shit Didn’t know shit, yeah, yeah Didn’t know shit, yeah Tell her to suck on my dick, yeah, yeah Didn’t know shit I don’t rock clothes, I rock drip Tell her to suck on my dick, yeah I don’t rock clothes, I rock drip yeah Audemar back on my wrist, yeah, Cash me the check and it's lit, yeah, yeah Cash me the check and it's lit Audemar back on my wrist, yeah Please hold me down when I slip Cuz’ I got 8’s and I got 40’s for the low, yeah Tell me what you need Yeah, I got that shit fasho Tell her to suck on my dick, yeah I don’t rock clothes, I rock drip yeah, yeah, yeah Tell her to suck on my dick, yeah I don’t rock clothes, I rock drip, yeah She was just fucking with him, yeah Broke my lil' heart in the end, yeah, yeah Give me that shit Que elle veut sucer ma dick Ouais j’suis en France je vais switch Only gon’ fuck then I quit, yeah One time One time Cuz’ I got 8’s and I got 40’s for the low, yeah Tell me what you need Yeah, I got that shit fasho, yeah Give me that shit Give me that shit In and out, penetrate head, shit Making that bed that you slept Cancel that bitch for the next Don’t fall in love like we said, yeah, yeah N*ggas be stuck in they ways Saw them like family flesh Then get mad when they singing yo’ praise Tell her to suck on my dick, yeah I don’t rock clothes, I rock drip Broke my lil heart in the end, yeah, yeah Que elle veut sucer ma dick Ouais j’suis en France je vais switch Only gon’ fuck then I quit, yeah One time One time One time One time
3.
Just tell me when to stop  I can tell when it’s real, I can tell when it’s not  Cuz’ ain’t no happy endings to this life we living  Gotta make the best of everything so we was always giving  I can hear the voices in my head  I swear to god I’m gonna make a killing  Motivated more than ever when I hit the ceiling  Just tell me when to stop  Just tell me when to stop  I been in the struggle since I was a kid, facts Born in 1999, back on a Tuesday  I’ve made it, I don’t care who care who says  I don’t care who says And they still wouldn’t tell me the truth  Just tell me when to stop  I can tell when it’s real, I can tell when it’s not  Cuz’ ain’t no happy endings to this life we living  Gotta make the best of everything so we was always giving  I can hear the voices in my head  I swear to god I’m gonna make a killing  Motivated more than ever when I hit the ceiling  Just tell me when to stop  Just tell me when to stop  Just tell me when to stop  I can tell when it’s real, I can tell when it’s not  Cuz’ ain’t no happy endings to this life we living  Gotta make the best of everything so we was always giving  I can hear the voices in my head  I swear to god I’m gonna make a killing  Motivated more than ever when I hit the ceiling  Just tell me when to stop  Just tell me when to stop  And they still wouldn’t tell me the truth Still wanna know what it’s like to be real  Still wanna know  Still wanna know what’s it’s like to be real  Nobody gave me the help  I guess that I’ll do it myself  Done waiting, Done waiting, Done waiting  Done playing, Done playing  Done waiting, Done playing, Done waiting  I don’t want to, I don’t want it anymore  I don’t want to take no time anymore  I don’t got no time for the friends anymore  I done lost every single friend up in this journey  I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t, I don’t want to wait anymore  I guess that I’ll do it myself  Sometimes I just need the help Just tell me when to stop  I can tell when it’s real, I can tell when it’s not  I can hear the voices in my head  I swear to god I’m gonna make a killing  Motivated more than ever when I hit the ceiling  Just tell me when to stop  Just tell me when to stop  Swear to god I’m gonna make a killing They still wouldn’t tell me the truth
4.
Yeah, yeah Seems like were trapped beneath all these walls Be a good dude was something that costed Me to sacrifice loss Bleeding, leaving me with these thoughts Powerful, used to be something that's positive Now I get tested in place where my solace is Yeah, but I’m more now, grew up and I don’t gotta stutter when I talk now Old bitch reminisce when the phone down Split from the body, but she part of the whole now No ground, go round Flowers on the floor now Been through this shit and I don’t wanna be alone now I used to the kid in the back of the class With the high top fade No couples in the house, ain’t nobody give a fuck Headphones through the halls, so I say it's bad luck Stuck, fuck, trusting again This is an owe to my half-assed friends Wouldn’t pick up the phone when I call So I brushed that off So I’m moving like Kobe, wouldn’t pass that then No, I wouldn’t pass it then No, I wouldn’t pass that then I wouldn’t act it out If you was backing in So now it’s safe to say that you was passionate Overreacting it Started just like cars, now we crashing it Don’t love my shit til’ I’m dead Still a strong with a shot to the head But, don’t take that shit literal They infected my blood Now they say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal They infected my blood Now they say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal They infected my blood Now they say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal And I told you no I can’t access my heart I got too much respect for you Cutting them off Just like Edward with Scissorhands They didn’t get the plan Depths of the ocean As high as the ceiling fan Maybe have us a baby Driving us crazy We was outsiders Needing someone that saves me You someone that get So don’t you forget me I'll give you insurance and fax that it’s real Don’t you regret me I’m here til’ the end Til’ death do us part I stand on a knee with a ring in my hand Will you marry me Infected my blood Infected my blood Infected my blood Infected my blood Now they say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal They infected my blood They infected my blood Now they say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal They infected my blood Now they say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal Say it’s medicinal
5.
Abord 02:35
Take a look at the world Straight in the face Look at youth and it’s hurting me deep Look at adults, they’re seeking attention Talking like kids in the back of the bus Cultivating a change cuz' God is here or near I wish it was safer to sleep But it’s safer to see that the Devil's in front of me Run for my life but I’m froze with a gun to me Open my eyes in the nick of the time I hate my nightmares I’m too weak Run from the dogs on the leash Or paws of the beast Cuz' either was y’all fall thru the crease Live this life You gotta live it up Takes two strikes just to give a fuck It’s a strikeout when the lights out Humble times created open homes And I’m real young and I’m scared to die Terrified with a tearing past In my parent's life, they done seen it all That depression hit me, couldn’t see it all It’s the darkness It's falling on me No, no, darkness It's falling on me I couldn’t see it all There’s scars on my heart from the shit that I seen We started this shit back in 2013 By the time, back to the block and the gunplay Didn’t see him much, only church on Sunday Praying everyday, show my heart through these videos Counting my blessings til' God told me gimme those I just got off my ass now I’m back and I’m better Dott in the jail, hope he reading my letters My n*gga all of my life is a pain Homeless as shit even slept in the rain Do you know what’s it like to be stressed and ashamed Cope with reality smoking another strain This ain’t the life that I wanted for me Gamble with music and flex on a beat This ain’t the life that I wanted for me Cuz’ all my life is, I don’t know Big decisions, I don’t know Different bitches, I don’t know All suspicious, I don’t know I lost my friends cuz’ I don’t know They don’t show up cuz’ I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know Yeah, cuz' this ain’t the life that I wanted for me All my life is, I don’t know Big decisions, I don’t know Lost my friends cuz’ I don’t know They don’t show up cuz’ I don’t know I know
6.
Katsu 02:21
Seeping out Bleeding out Seeing now Why don’t you just wait for me Gave it all I had but still at heart There’s still a vacancy, it’s chasing me Please don’t say you love me when you don’t Wasting all this time to do the most Don’t forget us, the people that’s missing you Should’ve made time, but it’s fine when I'm kissing you Nobody loved me, that’s nothing that’s new to me Enter the woods, then we left with a eulogy Leave you behind, thinking what would that do to me I try to get by, but the past keep on screwing me Keep it consistent, I’m still on a mission I’m still in depression misusing my mentions But, Nikki been stealing a part in me Eden instilling the heart in me Malachi sweet like a daiquiri Wish he was here in the back of me Back to the times, he instilling the laugh in me All of the wishes they never came true Know I’m ten toes down Man, I love you nephew Back to the topic, she better with me Half of the times know I’m better with you, it’s true Dropped out of school and the shit was embarrassing Still living broke and I wanna get high Feel like a n*gga was destined for greatness I hate that I fake it, I wanna get by I know it’s hard but Please don’t say you love me when you don’t Wasting all this time to do the most She burning my jersey She bleaching my shoes I walked up the stairs with the similar views I’m blinking my eyes, it feels like a dream Of hell, I’ve seen the bridge between Lost now Running from the rate crossed out For the cash, for the drugs, for the fiends, for the plug Then I think to myself as I’m losing my consciousness Send me heaven I want what the bosses get All that I write gon’ be turned into gold Learning the difference of finding a way Never will I be there selling my soul Learning the difference of finding a pay It’s too late All that I write gon’ be turned into gold Learning the difference of finding a way Nikki been stealing a part in me
7.
Yeah, yeah I can’t go to sleep, no I can’t go to sleep I don’t know Yeah, yeah, I can’t go to sleep Yeah, I can’t go to sleep Yeah, no quiero dormir Baby, I can’t go to sleep All these thoughts that’s in my head Baby, I can’t go to sleep Feel a storm is on its way Baby, I can’t go to sleep I can’t find her anymore Baby, I can’t go to sleep Go to sleep, I feel alone Baby, I can’t go to sleep No quiero dormir No quiero dormir Baby, I can’t go to sleep Cuz’ I can’t find them anymore Baby, I can’t go to sleep Baby, I can’t go to sleep Take a pill, it’s on my tongue And forget what I just did Baby, I can’t go to sleep Baby, I can’t go to sleep Yeah, no quiero dormir Baby, I can’t go to sleep Baby, I can’t go to sleep Baby, I can’t go to sleep Yeah, no quiero dormir Baby, I can’t go to sleep Cuz’ all these thoughts that’s in my head Baby, I can’t go to sleep Take a pill, I forget what I just did Baby, I can’t go to sleep What did you do Where was you at What did you do Where was you at Anxiety is killing, no quiero dormir It is what it is You know, make hard music and move, dope Where was you at Where did you go I was in the woods This anxiety man It’s just a lot of thoughts I can’t go to sleep Yeah, I can’t go to sleep, yeah
8.
Sometimes I feel depression Sometimes I feel I’m less and I’m not gonna make it If I continue stressing Grandpa died from heroin Guessed they ruled it an addiction Overdosing, I was hoping he was here to listen Great granny killed herself Diagnosed a schizophrenic I put these pieces to this puzzle Still, I fear there’s something missing I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid, I think I’m going crazy I’m paranoid Ease the pain on my brain I need to fly away It started raining outside, Don’t know where else to lay I got strength, I got strength But can't face tidal waves Ease the pain on my brain but it’s gonna stay I’m gonna stay down Either way around Where do I run to now It's dark through these eyes It’s all about time Its all getting right It’s all about fights that’s all that matters I’m paranoid Go away Go away But stay real close to the with the black ice Made few mistakes on this road, isn’t that right Tied to the tracks of a one-way train Had to cut that rope cuz' I didn’t want that life Bad life, past life, be haunting me crazy Cuz' no one had gave me the time or advice Or the needing of signs or the vision to save me I'm going too crazy I can’t go to sleep unless I roll me an 80 I popped me a pill Losing my brother, he’s true to his colors Feel like it’s smothered, I know that it’s real But what do I do, what do I say Stuck in the woods where it rains all-day What do I do, what do I say Feeling like fuck you, go away Depression can you go away Anxiety just go away All these thoughts just go way Suicide just go away Anxiety just go away Depression just go away Anxiety just go away Suicide just go away All these thoughts need to go away Go away Depression can you go away Anxiety just go away Depression can you go away Go away Suicide just go away All these thoughts need to go away
9.
Hello world I’m goin' up And every night I go fight It’s real war On my mind You can’t hide You can’t hide Wasn’t meant to be It wasn’t meant to be See us fall Falling down Don’t discard me Wasn’t meant to be It wasn’t meant to be Falling down See us Falling down Can’t you see I’m lost I wish I wasn’t so Cobain My heart can’t get no colder Can’t you see us fall Falling down I wonder why they wait on me Wonder why they wait on me Treading by the river Barely stayed afloat Leave me in peace Noise in my head sound like voice Demons in the dark We could call it shadows You could call this art See us, see us They just assume that we know everything That we have to say But it’s like as an artist you need direction And the producer can be much like an artist too You know, provide the paint and tell us what picture He needs to paint as well You know, it's um 50, 50 So you know Everybody needs help at the end of the day Every night I go fight It’s real war On my mind, indecisiveness and You can’t hide You can’t hide Fucking keep going down And down And down And down And down Don’t discard Friends, family, love But, I feel like not a lot of people get that Including myself and the people I work with I just appreciate everybody for listening Wasn’t meant to be Wasn’t meant to be Wasn’t meant to be
10.
Hmm, I just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’d been And what’s worse is the fact I feel like the fault is on me I just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’d been Carefully, I just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’d been And what’s worse is the fact I feel like the sky on me Please, I really want to talk, will you answer the phone Think I’m losing my mind when you open the door Do you remember the times that we had She said she so tired of taking me back Pero, this is the life that I made for myself Come on, vamonos Don’t want to see you despues Know that you think of me, grande mejor But I missed all chances of passing the test Look, I couldn’t blame you not even the slightest Look, I couldn’t match you up or patch you up I tried to come clean, but I move like a virus I don’t even know, half the time where my mind is Man, I’m close to the closure, I’m letting you be Don’t you be worried about nothing about me Man I don’t give a fuck about saving a seat Man don’t even sweat it you finally free Just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’ve been Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah Just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’ve been Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah Just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’ve been Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah Just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’ve been Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah Say what a time to be alive A n*gga turned 20, I never would think But who would’ve thought that I’d make it this far I’m done with complaining it’s bigger than me Stargaze when you in a bad mood Burn a little sage when you back too Winter nights always getting tattoos Smoking by the dock doing that too Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Autumn leaves Gotta be a man right now Back against the wall gotta plan right now Gotta make a change gotta stand right now If you really with the squad raise your hand right now Cuz' I’m really with the shit why you playing right now They don’t understand what you’re saying right now We gotta make a change right now I know you love me but can’t stand The lies the cries I try To give my mind to ya I know you love me but can’t stand The lies the cries I try To give my mind to ya I know you love me but can’t stand The lies the cries I try To give my mind to ya I know you love me but can’t stand The lies the cries I try To give my mind to ya I should’ve have known The time I met you The truth is the clue This part is not new I should’ve have known The time I met you The truth is the clue This part is not new I just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’d been I just started liking the person I should’ve knew I’d been
11.
She said Why do you want to live Why do you want to die Why do you want the stress Why do you want it more Why do you want the stress I feel like you need it more Why do you want to live Stuck in the room Was stuck in the room I was stuck in the room Stuck in the room Black man heart needs repairing Call a paramedic I been really having chest pains I been really fearing man Part of me wants to live Part of me want to die Part of me want the stress Part of me wants to live Part of me wants to die All of this music gon’ come with a cost Lost down I been moving I been fearing you’ve moved on I just need help now Because part of me wants to live Part of me wants to die Part of me want the stress Part of me wanted more Tell me why Got this black ice Running through my veins got my heart froze, froze Yin and yang, we should’ve kept the balance Running back to exes when I lived in Dallas So its no remorse and I don’t hold the malice Created wonderlands and only missing Alice Your mystique had me shook Now I wanna be an X-Men Logan to your Jean Grey I wanna be your next man But not worrying about the next man So, black ice wanna see you clear Cuz’ my heart closed Math class, I was in the 10th grade Asked you for the sketches cuz I couldn’t stay I still got that woman hanging on the wall Put a couple lyrics to the side If we ever fall For the love Cracking shrimp in Morocco Bottle full of D’ussé Head to your heart Cuz’ that’s where your roots lay No, that’s where the moon lays Stay with me for a bit Get to know me Only 20 years old and I feel Like 20 is an age that It’s all over for me Because part of me wants to live Part of me wants to die Part of me want the stress Part of me wanted more Part of me wanted less Part of me wants it all

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released July 28, 2019

All Tracks Produced and Mixed By: JEAN COCHARD aka Kamiya

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